Officially Pregnant

Our infertility, miscarriage, IVF, and pregnancy journey x 2 (still waiting on pregnancy #2)

Misplacing stress and frustration 

on September 19, 2015

I’m impatient to say the least. I always have been. It’s the type a side of me that demands things get done as efficiently as possible. Sometimes it rears its ugly head as more of the,”I want it now” type. Transfer for example. I want to do it now. I now it’s not feasible or efficient or proper to do it now, but I guess I just want my babies. I’m glad in a way that there is time to wait. It’s helping me to manage some things that have been stressful and frustrating. 

For example, my mom. Her grandma knows best attitude and her lack of respect for what I say and ask if her (which isn’t much) has made me resent her.  “Doesn’t Evan dance for you?” “I think bc your schedule is all over the place you need to not pick him up until 4:30” All over the place? I drop him off between 7:15-7:30 most days and pick him up between 3:15-4:15. I’m not driving all over or home sand then back out to her house because she can’t get him on the same nap schedule we have. 

Or work. I’ve taken a new position this year and I love it. I have not brought home one lick of work in the first 25 days of school. It is amazing. With the exception of my old boss telling me I essentially can’t do my job at her building where the most people could benefit. I stood up for myself and it’s now been almost two weeks since she’s spoken to me. I know my two new supervisors have my back which is so nice.

There’s a flurry of other things that as Peter Griffin would say “grinds my gears” but they’re not worth mentioning. You’d be all…

  
So instead I’m going to breathe deep and figure this all out. I have some time since I woke up at 6:20 bc it’s my weekend morning to get up with him and he feel asleep again…it’s like he knows…oh well. He’s just one super cute kiddo.  

 

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