Officially Pregnant

Our infertility, miscarriage, IVF, and pregnancy journey x 2 (still waiting on pregnancy #2)


on September 23, 2015

Rewind 18 months ago to the phone call about our remaining embryos. Of the 5 we had then the 3 we didn’t transfer weren’t of quality to freeze. The same happened this time. Not only were they concerned about the two we transferred, but the remaining 7 were not worth freezing. All that time, money, abuse on my body, and energy for what? Nothing. I currently don’t have a damn thing to show for all of that. All I can do is hope that one or both of these babies is resting comfortably. 

Last time I wasn’t tempted to test and this time it’s all I want to do. Feeling different this time and I don’t like it. Lots of cramping, an increase in cm, and just feeling blah. Hopefully in 8 days that will all change. 


3 responses to “Flashback

  1. I’m so sorry. Does the lab or your RE have any insight into why quality is such a concern? It’s so frustrating when it’s unknown.

  2. Hoping and praying that in 8 days you will have something to show for all this xx

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